As today is almost comes to a close and enters into a new day .. I spent half the day spring cleaning and the other with a little family game night...
I've had to put my faith and worries into God's hands because he will handle the rest.. today is a day that I will never forget 6 years ago today I've lost my best friend, my daughter, one of my daughters... the other I didn't get a chance to know in the short 5 months she was here ..but my oldest I had bond, I miss both dearly to this day... My oldest I long for her warm smile and simple hugs, but I know that will never happen , but I'm a true believer in the afterlife, so there were ways to let me know she's around... you see the very same setting my daughter has lost her life , I still continue to work which is an ambulatory surgical setting... death never really hits til it's your own... I remember this day oh so well from the sounds, the noises the machine made , the conversation outside the door to the moment , I climbed in the bed and held my child as she took her last breath...
Death is something we all fear , but it's something I've come to term and peace with... although we are the one that are suppose to leave a legacy behind, in my case my daughter left me hers... I have continued to serve in the medical field because , everyone needs that friend that special kind of healing medicine can't buy... so I'm pursuing my studies in healthcare administration and I will resume running so I can run on behalf of the special needs and children with disabilities, with was one of my daughter's passion , she worked closely with then and fundraiser dedicated to them... ..
Hug your children a little tighter, and let them know that they do matter in this world...
Stay blessed and humbled
❤ always QUITA
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