Today marks the 10th anniversary of my child being in a better place. March is really different for me March madness is correct but different for me . March represents joy ,sorrow and pain.
My oldest daughter born March 12 and declared brain dead March 31st .
My second daughter born March 24th only to be taken away in the same day.
Then come back to me my birthday is March 16th but i feel time has stopped but yet I keep going. I have no choice my surviving child through this whole ordeal needs his mother. So I go through the motions and be the mother he needs. Be the friends he needs.
I was daced with a decision to take my daughter off life support at 4:28pm. I just asked let her go while the sun is still out so she can find her way to heaven. I relive that moment from time to time. So now I speak to women and share my stories at diffent centers to let them know they are not alone. Please see book and link, you never know you may be someones source of hope and light.. God bless my friends.
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